Making a List...checking it 5,000 times

I don't have the code
They changed the key
If there's an answer
It's one I can't see


Pandemonium
Catastrophizing
Obsessions Galore,
My mind is Chaos
that won't be ignored

No lover
no friend
no talent
no future
no love
no focus
no clue
no strength
no hope
no trust
no faith
no money
no job
no help
no resources
no balance
no connection
no benefits
no tolerance
no control
no comprehension
no source
no humor
no insight
no understanding
no fire
no time
no serenity
no wisdom
no positivity
no adaptability
no people-skills
no concern
no god
no freedom
no release
no skills
no belief
no prospects
no patience
no health
no discipline
no sanity
no sanctity
no security
no comfort
no love
no commitment
no camaraderie
no honesty
no courage
no endurance
no openness
no confidence
no competence
no willingness
no character
no growth
no perspective
no perception
no detachment
no acceptance
no connection
no purpose
no contest